Firstly i would like to say thank you to all the people that have supported my little band and the story behind it. Since 2005 i have had some amazing moments, and some very very tough ones, i like most have dipped in and out of my big black cloud as i call it. Sometimes i have felt i didnt have enough strength to push my self out the other side.
However it has been the belief in my little bands and the story i have to tell, and believe you me there is another 12 years to add now of tough times, that at times have left me questioning my mental strength very much.
What keeps me going is the few people this may help, it is not a miricle cure, but the lovely emails and feedback i have had pushes me on. So much so i am determined to finish the book i started writing 12 years ago, and also to hopefully speak more openly about these issues and motivate people if i can.
So if anyone is prepared to listen to my story and it can help others, please get in touch, i would love to hear from you.